Advice From Chapter 6

Oh Mariam Jo this is truly an awful thing that has happened to you and to all of us. But my child you must remember and promise me that you do not, do not blame your self. Your mother was a troubled woman. She just happened to do this to herself. We know she loved you very much my dear. You were her prized possession in this world. You meant everything to your dear mother. She was so proud of you too Even though you know she didn’t always praise you, you know she honored you in her own way. This is why Mariam you must not be angry with your self. Tragedy and regret are the two scariest things in the world. It’s okay to be sad about your mother. But do not blame yourself. Mariam you must know and understand that God chooses only a hand full of special and important people to have with him. Your mother was one of those people. God is so grateful to have another loving, caring angle up there in heaven with him right now. And that is where she is. She will be watching over you, and loving you forever. When every you miss her, or want to see her, simply look around you, she’s here. Whether it is in the kolba or in the chicken coop, her caring presence will be here. And you remember that whenever you feel like you need her here with you my child.